I've been doing some soul searching these last few weeks-- Thinking. Reflecting. Discussing. Contemplating. Laughing. Crying. You name it.
Something is missing. Or maybe it's some things are missing. Plural, definitely plural. Back in the winter I began to feel as I had a clean slate. A new beginning or a fresh start. It was time to go after those things that I truly wanted to ensure my own self happiness.
Well, it's time. No more wasting time. I've been learning to let the little things go that I can't control. There will be things that we will always have to let go of and move on from. I always want to please everyone. That's just something that will always be in me. But it's time to be a little selfish.
While I sit here and write how it's time to go after everything I've dreamt of or wanted-- some things I can't even begin to put my finger on. What do I want?? Problem.
I know I miss this:
As for whatever else, it continues to be a mystery to me. It's just something I feel and I'm going to figure it out.
