Ready

I'm so ready for something new. A change. A step in the right direction. I feel anxious all the time. I think I know what I need to do, I just feel like I'm never going to get there- even though I want it so badly. My head has been clogged lately. So many thoughts, ideas, bumps in the road, confusion, happiness... Life will always be that way- I'm just ready to take charge of mine. Sometimes I go into this thought process of, "what are we all doing?", "who says it has to be this way?", "who makes all the rules?", "shouldn't we just be happy each day?". I'm tired of living by the book. Time for me and my way, and involving and being with the people I care most about of course. It won't be like this for long so enjoy each day you have.